WHAT IF???

okay. i guess i first got this idea from clyde one day.. and ever since that day, i would always think about it.. *sigh* well wouldn't it be great to have a what if machine?? i mean.. we all know that the adolescent years (from the ages 12-20.. it's just my perception of course) are probably the most critical years of one's life..

it is at this stage when we experience the moments where we figure out if we want to make the most out of our life or decide to just throw it all away..

it is when we meet maybe the most influential and unforgettable people in our life who either show us the right or the wrong way..

it is when we truly question our existence.. whether we are here for a reason or just here to be called what people would say epal??

it is when we experience the feeling of love for someone else.. if it is the simple puppy love or the true-forever-until-death-do-us-part-kind-of love..

it is when we break out from under the wings of those who nurtured us since birth..

well i guess you get the point by now..

moving on...

so.. im fifteen and well three years isn't exactly long yet but the question "what if...." has come into my mind oh so many times and it drives me crazy..

wouldn't it be absolutely cool if you could own a what if machine that could show you the endless possibilities of life?  things that are seemingly simple as what if you chose to go with this certain haircut or stuff that are not so simple such as what if you chose this course in college and the like.. as we all see in movies, when going back in time, changing something as simple as the way we blew the heat out of our coffee could do such a big difference in the future.. haven't we all seen that? aren't we all curious now?

having a what if machine would be like watching a movie about yourself.. everyone undeniably has a little bit of vanity in him/herself so to be able to see something about one's self for a change.. is well.. a change! (just message me if you believe otherwise)

forget the time machines everyone!!

now i've got something for you to ponder on........ what if _________?

you fill the blank..