Wallowing in Shallowness

One of the few things I absolutely hate about being a girl is how fickle I could get.
Yesterday I had a haircut because it's been 8 months since I last did.
(I swear my hair grows super slow)
On the other hand, I've also been wanting to grow it. :|
So well, 8 months of growing went to waste. My hair's back up to my shoulder. :|
I can't really understand it. Sometimes I like it but most times I hate it. :|

Okay random blog, I just feel weird right now because it looks like crap.
Hello morning hair. :| HAHAAH

On the lighter side, NEW HAIR COLOR ! YAY < :-P HAHAHA :>

LoJaeGue Graduation at NET 25

Super awesome how we have a documentation of our Grad ! :) :D
O diba batchmates sikat na tayo =)) HAHAHA ! :>

For those who weren't able to catch it last night, here it is for you to
watch over and over again :)

Title-less. :))

Let's say, the last person you were interested with runs up to you and hugs you, you what?
-I love hugs. Imma hug back? HAHA ! :>

Do you have a bestfriend?
-Yiz

Do you like your hair?
-Right now? NO ! I need a haircut ! :((

Are you a patient person?
-HAHA most of the time, I am. :)

How are you currently feeling?
-Pissed at my eyebags. :| HAHA

When is the last time you were hugged?
-Last night.

Honestly, what's on your mind?
-My eyes. :|

Honestly, do you want to see someone this very minute?
-No, natrili. I'll be seeing them later naman. :)

Do you text fast?
-Most of the time. :)

Is this year the best year of your life?
-It has only begun ! :) It's yet to get better. :>

Do you believe everything happens for a reaso​n?
-Oh yes. :))

Is music playing now?
-Nope. :)

Is screamo/heavy metal annoying?
-YES.

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
-Yes. :O HAHA

Do you always answer your phone?
-It depends where I am. :)

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong ?
-When I realize I'm wrong, I shut up. :)

Do you find it hard to trust others?
-No. But when they break it, yes. :))

I bet you miss somebody right now?
-No, natrili. :)

Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
- :-bd thumbs up okay :)

Do you tell people you're ok when you' re really not?
-Guilty :P

Does the last person you texted mean anything to you?
-Roommate ! :D HAHA

What are you doing tonight?
-Hang out with batchmates !! :D

If you just drank 15 beers, what would you be doing?
-I'd be dead. :| I wouldn't drink that much. :|

What do you carry with you at all times?
-Phone, iPod, MONEY ! camera :)

What did you last get complimented on?
-Ang ganda ko raw. Echos.

What did you say back?
-Sabi ko "SHATAP" :| =))

What is the cutest text message in your inbox?
-OMG OMG OMG DAISKI'S MESSAGE IS SUPER CUTE ! But, I'm probably the only one who finds it cute :P

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
-CLOSED PLEASE :)

Have you ever walked on the beach at night?
-Oh yes :)

Do you use an alarm clock?
-My phone's my alarm clock. :)

Were you happy when you woke up this morning?
-Groggy. :))

Did anything "cute" happen today?
-Waw. Not yet. :))

When's the next time you'll see your best friend?
-LATER ! :)

what line of a song is stuck in your head right now?
-"Let's take it slow, so slow anywhere you wanna go." Karaoke hangover okay. :))

`Cause being a teenager means raging hormones...

I HATED

• How we had to balance GE and Arts; when recitals were NO EXCUSES for missing requirements in GE.
• How we had to walk up and down to get to our next class.
• It when GE teachers would bug us incessantly about our new love interests.
• How getting something done in the Admin took forever where we had to do it ourselves to get it.
• It when the school neglected the students when visitors arrived.
• The pretension of having to look neat and presentable when we obviously wanted to do otherwise and to be free.
• How "Pababa na yung Rosa" took thirty minutes or even an hour.
• Having our clearance papers signed.
• Wrapping our books in plastic covers even if we didn't even ruin them in the first place.
• How classes never got suspended even if all the trees fell down.
• How we could run faster than our internet connection.
• Edubuntu and its user unfriendliness.
• Our hot multi-colored t-shirts.
  

• Most of our meals; how we had the SAME MEALS AND DESSERTS OVER AND OVER AGAIN.
• That we had to face so many bawal ito and bawal yan's.
• The idea that we ourselves had to hunt down the people with utangs just to make sure that we got them back before the year ended.
• Waking up to a splash on my face when it rains because the room is leaking.
• Cleaning our bathrooms with tiles that never whiten.
• Losing food in the ref even if I've written "******** WALANG MAGNANAKAW NITO LECHE KAYO" in big bold letters.
• Going to the Houseparents office for stupid reasons.
• How frogs swam more times than the students did in the pool.
  

• Petty arguments with batchmates.
• Batch wars
• Powertrippers.
• How upperclassmen watched every wrong movement of the Freshmen.
• How not saying po and opo seemed like a plummet to social death.

• How people would say walang personalan but would be the starters of it all.
• How most of our Arts Teachers left us every year.
• How we had to go through several leaders.
• Not having Arts Classes.
• Having a different schedule from the lower years.
• That Theater Majors did not have a permanent place to stay.
• Fighting for the right to rehearse til eleven because we didn't have enough time in the day.
• Having to think about "Age Approriateness".
• That it was so hard to put up a performance.
• The fact that no matter how hard you try, it's never enough.
  
• How four years didn't seem enough.

These are only a few. I wrote this to let you know that our school isn't perfect. But no matter how many things I absolutely HATED in this school, no matter how many times you ask me, I'd smile and tell you:

I wouldn't have had it any other way.

Makiling is too precious of a memory to let go of. Let me tell you that I absolutely LOVED every second I spent there.

Shuffling; a break from reality.

Got this from Dyam. :) Teengs :>

Use the song title to answer...

I am: Cuida (Okay.... )

I love: Miss You More (Medyo hindi rin fickle sounding a)

I hate: Can We Chill (But I do)

I need: Try it On My Own (Chos ano yun? :O)

I have: Monsoon (Say whaaat)

I care about: My Shiny Teeth and Me (Aww Chip Skylark ! =)))

I heard that: I Call It Love (Chikaa)

I was: How Sweet it Is (Whut.)

I wish: I've Got You Under My Skin (Ooooh so who's you?)

I think that: Wannabe (what)

I worship: Ascension (CHOS)

I'm obsessed with: If It Kills Me (Say what scary lang)

I crave: Don't Know Why (Yes it's usually like that)

I would die for: Strong

I could: Hinahanap ng Puso (Malabo lang)

I will: Bojangles

I have to: Unwritten

My goal is: No Such Things (That sucks lang)




Use the first line of the song to answer.

My dad says that if I want to get far in life, I have to do this: It's five o clock AM, and the party is still going strong. There's a conversation in the corner. Tell a friend bring everyone.
(YOWN. Partying is the answer ! :)))

The best day in life would involve doing this: There's a deep girl in the corner shop
selling sugar for money in the dead of the night.
(Awww..)

Some days all I can think about is: Hey mama, this that shit that make you groove, mama.
(Yo gangsta lang ah)

When I first see my best friend, I tell her: Where's all mah soul sistahs
Lemme hear ya'll flow sistahs
(AHAHHAA ayos )

When I'm trying to get to sleep, I think about: There's always that one person that will always have your heart.
(Di makatulog sa gabi sa kaiisip ! Chos.)

When I'm about to die, my last words will be: How am I supposed to breathe with no air, no air....
(In fairness ah :)) HAHA )

I want people to think I am: Trying to decide, trying to decide if I really wanna go out tonight. =))
(Yown.)

My three most desired wishes are:
1) My shattered dreams and broken heart are mending on the shelf.
2) ...I go around a time or two, just to waste my time with you.
3) Hush my love now don't you cry, everything will be all right.
(These are so weird. :|)

On Christmas day when I saw my presents, I said: I have a dream, a song to sing.
(HAHA inawitan ng DSLR eh. :P)

I finally found out what true love was, so I: I know what I said was heat of the moment
but there's a little truth in between the words we've spoken

I've always wanted to tell the person I love that: Can you imagine what would happen if we could have any dream.
(Nice, HAHAH !)

Here's how I'm going to change my life: I don't think I want this anymore, as she drops the ring to the floor.
(In fairness, may connection ah)

When I'm graduating, here's what I won't stop thinking about:  Baby I'm yours, and I'll be yours until the stars fall from the sky.



Use the singer or band to answer.
( If it's not a male/female and it's supposed to be, shuffle til it is. )

My best friend: Destiny's Child (bongga ka Clyde a)

My mom: Norah Jones

My dad: King

My favorite teacher: Maroon 5

My boyfriend: Jack Johnson (Oh kamon ! =)) HAHA)

My grandmother: Corinne Bailey Rae

My grandfather: John Legend

My worst enemy: Sugarfee. (waw.)

What I name my first girl: Lisa

What I name my first boy: Ryan

What I name my second girl: Natasha

What I name my second boy: Eraserheads (HAHAHA ayos)

My cousin: Elliot Smith

My idol: Eraserheads (YOWN NAMAN)