2oo7. This is what you get if you begin feeling really mixed up.

I was talking to my ever dearest mother last night til the clock stroke 12 midnight.
When i looked at the clock, I began feeling really mixed up.

I was mixed up because I realized it was December 31, 2007. This year was practically over.

365 days seem long so it it's very hard to get over the fact that another 365 days just passed by. It was like a snap of a finger.

I told my mom how much i wonder how 2oo8 is going to turn up. Like, what could be the surprises up in the sleeves of the gods of destinies? What new lessons are there for me to learn? What pains am i going to be going through to help me become a better person? Will I be able to endure every hardship that would be thrown at me this year? I know. I went through some this year and i'm still alive! Okay then. But what if it will be harder to the point that my powers won't be able to surpass it?

So many questions just kept on popping up in my head. One after the other. These stuff I just mentioned aren't even probably half of the questions that came up last night.

I AM A WORRIER. and i absolutely hate it.

This quote came up in my head sometime this year. I don't know if I thought of it or I saw it somewhere. So I'm not taking any credit.

"Mabagal ang oras, mabilis ang panahon."

Now isn't it fascinating how totally right this saying is?

I mean one day we get all psyched up for this certain event to happen that's like 100 days away! But then we wake up another day realizing that it's over. It's a bizarre feeling actually and well I know that you and I have probably experienced it a lot of times already.

It scares me. Really.


I thought of life like A BIG VIDEOGAME! Every year is a level up! Well, you could easily see my analogy since the digits just keep on changing. So in a few hours, it's a level up for all of us!


I wanna be like  Peter Pan and go to Neverland and never grow up! I am a coward, yes. I am afraid of what the future might bring me. I am always scared of these level ups in fear that I would fail doing what is expected of me by the people around me, and of course, myself.

My mother told me that

GOD NEVER CHALLENGES US WITH SOMETHING HE KNOWS WE CAN'T HANDLE.

I believe that of course. It's just that there are times I would forget and just go on being scared in panic. :| aren't I pathetic?  I wish I don't forget it this year.


Well what else comforts me is the fact that I am not alone. I have God, my family, my friends.. well basically the people I hold so close to my heart ♥ they all deal with the same sh*t I deal with. Just not at the exact same time. HAHA we have our moments. So just the fact that I know that there will always be someone who would share my pain should make it a lot better!


wow. I have babbled A LOT haven't I? HAHA apologies. My thoughts just go really crazy when I write. Sometimes I don't make sense anymore. :P

the time now is 4:17 PM.

That's 8 hours til the level up. I'm done letting everything out. It's a New Year for everyone. All I could do is be the best person I can be! I don't really make resolutions because I end up disappointing myself. It's fun if it's all unexpected--at least that's what I did last year and look at me!

I'm surprised at how I turned up to be!

I've changed a lot and I just will keep on doing so.

I AM READY!
(for now)

In a few hours, my arms will be wide open and as I will be screaming my lungs out to welcome the year  

2oo8.

I am not sure if I'll make it through alive and happy but I do know I won't be alone!
Here's wishing you guys have a good time tonight. :P

bye 2oo7 :(

It's almost 2oo8. Just getting closer and closer to getting hella old :|

HAHA oh well. I got this from Nikki :>

 

In 2007
Did you do something you would never do?:

-lemme rephrase that. I did something i didn't think i was going to do at this year :>

Did you keep any New Year's Resolutions?:

-i don't really make New Year's resolutions :))

Did anyone close to you give birth?:

-ehh no.

Did anyone close to you die?:

-no. i dread it. O.o

Did you visit any countries?:

-i was lucky this year! i went to the States (NYC! :>) and HK! :)) kewwl enough :D

What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?:

-more happiness and luck and opportunities!! WEE

Will any date from 2007 stay etched in your memory forever?:

-oh yes. the 15th of this month shall forever be etched in every part of me. :D ♥

What was your biggest achievement of 2007?:

-watching BROADWAY! :)) HAHA was that an achievement? oh yeah and getting through life with a frigging CAST on my leg for two months! and finally riding a roller coaster with A LOT of loops! :> boo i know i'm lame :P

What was your biggest failure?:

-being such a loser. :| HAHA and not making it to the honors list because of one stupid component

Did you suffer illness or injury?:

-when i broke my frigging bone. :| that was THE WORST! oh and wow thank God I did not get sick this year. as in fever sick! :)) I was lucky! :D

What was the best thing you bought in '07?:

-ehh i got an iPod finally? :))

Did your behavior change over the year?:

-yeah i became less emotional about stuff. :|

Where did you spend most of your money?:

-ionoo. food, shopping and GIMMICKS! :> they just keep getting better and better

Are you happier than this time last year?:

-mas ma-angst ako ngayong taon na 'to. goodness sana hindi madagdagan :|

What song will remind you of 2007?:

-So Close I guess :"> and Lean Like A Cholo, Beautiful Girls, Don't Matter! HAHA was soo ghetto this year :P but yeah So Close is numbaah one! :))

What do you wish you would have done more of?:

-made life fun-ner

What do you wish you would have done less of?: 

-procrastinate :| deaaym.

What did/will you do for Christmas '07?:

-ehh nothing new.

Did you fall in love in 2007?:

-nope. but i have been more sure of my feelings now.
 hindi kasi dati pa ko inlove waaaw! :)) HAHAHA de basta malabo. you don't need to know :P  :))

Did you get your heart broken in 2007?: 

-i don't think so. :| haha! ohYEAH! but it wasn't serious! It was more of a heartbreak because he was waay too unreachable! BWAHAHA no sentimental and crappy mushy stuff there. It was all fun! I'm happy naman!

Favorite TV program of '07?:

-ehh nothing. HAHA but i watched the season of GossipGirl :)) AHAHA that was funn :>

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?:

-hate is such a strong word. dislike maybe?

What was the best book you read and/or movie you saw?:

-hmm. i can't think of any. I've seen a great deal of good movies this year. :D

What was your greatest discovery?:

-ehh. i'm kinda waiting for it to happen :)) ooh i know! I REALLY CANNOT reach my nose with my tongue :)) HAHAHA we tried it the other night :))

What did you do on your birthday and how old were you?:

-I turned 16. just a regular day actually. people greeted then i had some cake at night. oh and ate sarah gave me a cake!! :D weee! then i got an unexpected phone call :">

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?:

-ohmigoodness Nikki i agree. Hay Ralph at Diona.. :( tapos onga. i miss white plain tshirts :(

How would you describe your personal fashion concept of 2007?:

-sabi ng mga tao mas nagsleeveless daw ako :| HAHA iono i got more clothes and shoes this year! weee!! Thank goodness for hand me downs!!


Friends

Who was the best new person you met?:

-best new person i met? wow. umn.. i met Danica! THE SWEETEST baby ever.! i guess? :))

Who did you wish you did not meet?:

-ask my major batchmates. :)) we all know who he is :| AHAH

Who was your best friend?:

-was? umn okay? Si Clyde parin. tapos nandyan ang forever kong mga mahal na majorfriends! :)) HAHA

Who was your enemy?:

-HAHA ask my major batchmates :))

Who do you miss?:

-aww.. lotsa people :(

Who will you never forget?: 

-a whole lot of people crossed my path that yeah i don't think i'll be forgetting anytime soon.:))

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007:

-I learned two things:

You can't please everyone.
If things are meant to be, it will happen

What will you always remember about 2007?:

-everyone that became a part of me. shocks :))

Aspirations for 2008...
What do you want to do in '08 that you couldn't in '07?:

-ohh yeah! get out of Luzon! hindi naman kasi natuloy yung sa Davao. tsk tsk.

Any resolutions?:

-IMPROVE!

What's different about 2008 than 2007?:

-besides the difference in number i am hoping that something great would come out of it next year.

Anything you want to change about yourself for 2008?:

-i wanna become a better person. deaaym :))

Do you want to make more friends in 2008?:

-bring on the friends honey! :))

Multiply

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LoJaeGue's Multiply. HAHA

What major is right for me? /:)

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tis the season to do surveys falalalala. :|

Have you ever thought about getting
your lip pierced?
= thought about it. as in liek i imagined it. but no i don't have any plans of doing so. :))

Does a kiss make you feel better?
= iliekhugs better :D

Have you ever passed out on the
bathroom floor?
= ehh no.

Do you start the water before you get
in the shower or when you get in?
= start the water before i get under the shower thingie

What did you do today?
= clean.internet

Have you ever brushed your teeth while
in the shower?
= ionoo.

What is your favorite sport?
= nothingg :))

What color is your shower curtain?
= oraange with really adorable circles

Have you ever had stitches?
= no. :|

How long ago did you hug someone?
= just this week. the most memorable one though was done last week ;)

Do you know how to use chop sticks?
= yuup

Lyrics stuck in your head?
= "so close and still so far..."

What are you doing tomorrow?
= celebrate Christmas

Have you ever run over an animal?
= no

What is your favorite cereal?
= i don't have a favorite cereal

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut
butter?
= no

Are you more of a coffee or alcohol
drinker?
= neither

Have you ever thrown shoes on a
telephone wire?
=no. :)) HAHA sayang shoes ko no.

Have you ever climbed up a water tower?
= ohyeaah! thaat was funn

Do you talk in your sleep?
= they say i do. :))

Are you a redneck?
= no?

Have you ever gotten a mosquito bite
on your face?
= yeah. :|

What does the 10th text message in
your inbox say?
= Yeah, i just applied now. hahaha! mwah! apply na rin.

Can you recite the alphabet backwards?
= with greeeat difficulty :)

What's your profile song and why?
= it changes everytime you check it out

Need to get something off your chest?
= not really

Last person you had a deep and
meaningful convo with?
=my mom?

Where was the last place you went?
= my room

If you could be with your first love,
would you?
= HAHA gooo why naaat? =)) HAHA UBE! :)

Look at your 1st top friend think
about it do you really like him/her?
= sino ba 1st top friend ko? :))

What was the last thing you
highlighted?
= ionoo

Who is the last baby that you held?
= i think it was Danica :( i miss her

Do you know of any twins with rhyming
names?
= i know charlene and charmaine :))

Have you ever worn a crown?
= oh yeah :))

Last time you saw fireworks?
= last saturday :) it was perfect. snow even fell. fake ones of course :))

Do you have a black dog?
= i have a brown one :>

Who was the last person you talked to
on the phone?
=manuel :))

Wouldn't you rather be with ur "lover"
right now?
=talagang "lover"? :)) HAHA with the kuno and all.

i'd be with anyone i love right now. :> miss ko na majorfriends ko.

What was the last thing you ever got
grounded for?
=i haven't been grounded. i think..

Do you have any strange phobias?
= haha. yeah i do :))

Do you crack your knuckles?
= sometimes. :P

What's one thing that can always be
found in your refrigerator?
= FOOD! :D

What color are your bed sheets?
= none right now. i took them out earlier this morning

So what will we call you?
=hoist. joke. joelle? :D

Who sleeps in the same house as you?
= my family :>

Suppose you see your
boyfriend/girlfriend kissing another
girl/boy, what would you do?
=ehhh?

and yet another survey. gosh i'm bored :|

1. Spell your name without an A ?
- joellemrietheresevergryuvienco. oky?

2. Are you single?
- singlesingledoubledouble :))HAHAHAHA duhh labo ko. :))

3. Whats your favorite number[s]?
- 8, 18, 88

4. What are you listening to right now?
- "unwritten" natasha bedingfield

5. Are you happy with your life?
- very :)

6. Where do you wish you were right
now?
- here, or there. :>

7. What should you be doing right now?
- doing homework :| this sucks

8. Do you have a crush on anyone?
- yes :)) i never run out of crushes :))

THE DIDS:

9. Did you ever want to be a doctor?
- Nope

10. Do you believe in God?:
- Yes :) how did this get into the dids? /:)

11. Did you want to be a firefighter?
- Nioope :))

12. What was the last thing you drank:?
- water :>

13. What was the last thing you
watched?
- Enchanted :>

THE WHOS:

14. Who was the last person you talked
to on the phone
- Manuel :>

15. Who was the last person to call
you?
- Manuel :>

16. Who was the last person to text
you?
- Ate Vera :)

0THER STUFF:

17. What plans do you have for tonight?
- checking my mental planner.....nothingg :(

18. Do you hate liars?
- idon't hate them :))

19. What have you done in your past
that you regret?
- i don't regret much anymore :D

20. What do you want to do when you
grow up?
- perform onstage :>

21. Have you ever kissed two people in
one night?
- more than!! at family reunions =)) HAHAHA

22. Did you ever have your heart
broken?
- yes. :( fixed na siya though :)

23. Have you ever wanted someone but
you knew you couldn't have?
- HAHA onaman! Kevin Clark is still my unreachable hottie :))

24. How are things between you and your
parents?
- perfrect :D

24. Do you like your life?
- hellyeaah :>

25. What is your favorite love movie?
- Enchanted and How To Lose a Guy in 10days :))

26. How long have you had myspace?
- ionooo :))

27. Has anyone close to you ever
passed away?
- Nope. :|

28. Have you ever not been able to get
someone out of your head?
- ionoooo:))

29. Do you ever wish you were famous?
- famous for doing something amazing :))

30. What does your friendster shout
out means?
- that the mind is waaay powerful :))

31. Elaborate your default photo:
- okaay? it was taken in Eastwood last December15. tapos i cropped it and made it black and white :)) okaay?

32. Any celeb you would want to marry?
- Kevin Clark :)) HAHAHAHA

33. Have you ever sung in front of a
large audience?
- oohyeah :))

SURVEY TIME --got this from Nicole :)

1. The phone rings, who do you want it
to be?
-siya :>

2 . When shopping at the grocery store,
do you return your cart?
-yeah i do :)

3. If you had to kiss again the last
person you kissed, would you?
- ;;) next question please:)

4. Do you take compliments well?

-.not really. I sorta suck at it:))

5. Do you play Sudoku?
-no. something i also suck at:))

6. If abandoned alone in the
wilderness would you survive?
-no. period :))

7 . If your house were on fire, what
would be the first thing you would
save?
.-i'd get everything near me and then go for my brothers along the way out :>

8. Who was the last person you slept
in the bed with?
.-my mom :)

9. Who do you text the most?
-riight now it's numberone :>

1 0 . Favorite children's book?
-iloveed the book of virtues

1 1 . Eye color?
-daark brown :>

12. How tall are you?
-5'3 pleaaase :>

13 . If you could do it over again,
start from scratch, would you?
-i used to wish i could. now it doesn't matter anymore

14. Any secret admirers?
-kaya nga secret diba?

15. When was the last time you were at
Olive Garden?
-???

16. Favorite ex..?
-wala pa ko niyan. :))

17. Where was the furthest place you
traveled?
-NewYork

18 . Do you like mustard?
-nope

19. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
-both! :D

2 1. Do you miss anyone?
-i miss quite alot of people :)

22. Can you do splits?
-halfsplits!! :)) MWAHAHAH.

23. What movie do you want to see
right now?
-enchanted

24 . What did you do for New Year
's Eve?

-oh wow i can't remember

25 . Do you think The Grudge was
crappy?
-i wouldn't want to know

27. Was your mom a cheerleader?
-no but i think she could've been one :))

28. What's the last letter of your
middle name?
-A

30. How many hours of sleep do you get
a night?
-it depends really

3 1. Do you like care bears?

-uhh no. :))

32. What do you buy at the Movies?
-popcorn and water :>

33 . Do you know how to play poker?
-no

34. Do you wear your seatbelt?
-only when i'm in front of the car

35. What do you wear to sleep?
-shorts a shirt

36 . Anything big ever happen in your
CITY?
-no. :))

37. Is your hair straight or curly?
-wavy :)

3 8 . Is your tongue pierced?

-no.

39. Do you like Liver and Onions?-

-neither

40. Do you like funny or serious
people better?
-i like someone who knows when to be serious and funny

41. Ever been to L.A.?
-hecka yeah! best summer ever :>

42 . What is on your mind right now?
-this survey. and if like i'll be singing toniight :))

4 3. Any plans 4 tonight?
-attend a party

44 . Whats your fav. song at the
moment?
.. .cool with you.. --> really Nicole?? COOL ilovethatsong too. but i love So Close most riight now.. ♥♥♥

45 . Do you hate chocolate?
-that's like a death sentence

46 . What do you and your parents fight
about the most?
-really weird stuff

47. Are you a gullible person?
-i can be :))

48. Do you need a
boyfriend/girl friend
to be happy?
-you don't NEED one to be happy okay? :))

49 . If you could have any job what
would it be?
-astronaut. wouldn;t that be cool? :)) HAHA!

50 . Are you easy to get along with?
-ihope so. :)

51. What is your favorite time of day?
-afternoon and niight :>

52 . Are you generally a happy person?
-i like to think of it that way :>

i've found it.

:) HAHA I was looking through my attic and I found the other piece. It simply said:

"Manuel."

Ai Si Volvieras Ami--the TA LoJaeGue way :P

okay Inday Badiday of this year's Christmas party. :)
We won yet again! Three straight years! HAHAAH! go go go!

Have fun guys :))

LuCa Inday Badiday :)

wee. :> me bored :)) HAHA just a survey

40 Secrets About Yourself.
Be honest no matter what.

[One] Who was your last text from?
my dearest dude :)) HAHA

[Two] Where was your default picture taken?
at home

[Three] What's your middle initial?
v.

[ Four ] Your current relationship status?

me single yeah babyy =))

[Six] What is your current mood?
sleepy but weird. and sentimental :))

[Nine] How old are you?
16

[Ten] If you could go back in time and change something, would you?
yes please? :D

[Eleven ] What's your favorite color/s?
BROWN!! brown&&pink, grey&&black

[Twelve] Ever had a near death experience?
i hope not :P

[Thirteen] Something you do a lot?
think. a lot :))

[Fifteen] Who can you tell ANYTHING to?
Clyde. Ayesha Majorfriends :D my mom :)

[Sixteen ] Name someone with the same birthday as you.
Avril Lavigne

[Nineteen] If you could have one super power what would it be?

could i fly? :D

[Twenty] What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
eyes :)

[Twenty-three] Favorite season?
summer. and fall. even if i haven't experienced it

[Twenty-five] Do you still watch movies or tv shows?
not really with TV anymore but MOVIES hell yeah bring em on :D

[Twenty-six] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
nadaa :))

[Twenty -seven] Do you speak any other language?
Filipino and gibberish count? :))

[Twenty- nine] Describe your life in one word.
woot

[Thirty] Do you have any tattoos?
nope

[Thirty- one] Who was the last person you hung out with?

people at Ate Phine's party. Sigee imma list it down.

Clyde,Ji,Ka,Ate Phine, Ate Love, Ate Lordy, Ate Mary, Ate P3, Kuya Budj, Kuya Teri, Kuya Wowie, Kuya Chris, Kuya Jayson, Julia :)) did i forget anyone? :>

[Thirty- two] What are you thinking about right now?

Joe. I'm listening to his song right now :)) and yeah. some dude :>

[Thirty- three] What should you be doing?
sleeping?

[Thirty -four] Who was the last person that made you upset?
haha dude. but it was pretty momentary.

[Thirty -five] What are you listening to?
No One Else Comes Close by Joe

[Thirty -six] Do you like working in the yard?
no.

[thirty- seven] Who is with you?
me lonelyy

[Thirty-eight] Do you act differently around the person you like?
probably :))

[Thirty-nine] What is your natural hair color?
black.

[Forty ] Last time you were really happy?
last niight :>

KAREN AND ERL

Karen on bass
Erl on tiny guitar thing (sorry i can't remember what it's called please tell me)