STOP.

In the name of love. My heart is breaking. :|
Two more days as an Ibarang student.
I'm sure I'll be coming back to my alma mater but as Sir Glenn said, it would be different.
We wouldn't be students there.

I refuse to let time pass. I refuse to even write further about how I feel about leaving because it really is too heartbreaking. I might probably write about it when I graduate or when everything has finally sunken in. :| The experience of being in Makiling is too amazing to end.

The red petals have finished falling. The farewell parties have been held. The grad practices are over. The clearance sheet is crumpled and almost filled up. The students have shed innumerable buckets of tears.

TWO MORE DAYS MY LOVES ! LET'S MAKE THE MOST OF IT.

Please, not yet. I still wanna make more memories.

WAW.

I don't get it.

Just when I began standing up and building my life back again, this comes back and threatens everything I built.

Why, Lord. I was not ready for this.

It caught me off guard.

Akalain niyo?

I REALLY STILL REFUSE TO MAKE A BLOG ABOUT LEAVING SO I'M GONNA DO THE NEXT-BEST THING: Answer an Ibarang survey ! =))) :> I cannooot believe we have one of these ! =))

GE at Arts
[O] Di gumawa ng homework more than 5 times
[ ] Napalabas ng teacher from class
[O] Kumain sa loob ng classroom
[O] Di pumasok sa class dahil ayaw mo lang
[O] Natulog sa class
[O] Na-late more than 7 times
In my four years of HS, yes I believe so. =)) :>

[ ] Na-suspend dahil sa excessive tardiness
[O] Pinagtri-tripan ang morning excercise sa road
[O] Gumawa ng assignment sa loob ng classroom, habang nandyan ang teacher
[O] Gumawa ng plate/nag-ensayo para sa arts habang GE time
We did that a lot in our freshman, sophomore and junior year, when the sched wasn't all messed up. :| HAHA
[O] Kumain sa loob ng library
[O] Nag-ingay sa loob ng library
[O] Napagalitan ng librarian

[O] Pumasok ng naka-sandals o tsinelas
[O] Nag-jacket para kunwari naka-white shirt sa loob
[O] Nasermonan ng teacher ang buong klase
Fourth year was the most jackpot year =)) HAHAHA !! A lot of teachers killed us. :))
[O] Nag-walkout ang teacher sa class niyo

[ ] Bumaba sa school area nang maaga para makapag-basketball/volleyball

[ ] bumaba ng school area para makipag date
[ ] bumaba ng school area para manood ng anime
[O] May bagyo, at nagdasal na sana may masirang puno sa road para humarang sa rosa
IT NEVER HAPPENED. :| Except for Milenyo :)) AHAAHA

[O] Pumasok sa class ng di prepared (plate, scene study, etc.)
[O] Na-late sa Arts
[O] Napagalitan nang matindi ng teacher
[O] Sumugod ang buong batch para humingi ng sorry sa isang teacher.
Panalo ang "Sorry naaaa" when Sir Estepa walked out on us. :)) Di pala siya galit =)) HAHA !
[ ] Bumibili ng pagkain sa admin area
May coop na eh :D

[O] Naglakad mula school area, NAC Theater, Vargas Area pabalik ng dorm
Third year photog days :))
[O] nagpagawa ng assignment sa ibang classmate
[O] Nagvolunteer na itaas at/o ibaba ang watawat sa flag ceremony, flag retreat
[ ] Hindi ka (as in kayong class/batch) pinapapasok ng isang teacher hanggang sa sabihin niya na "enter the dragon!"
[O] Ginamit na rason ng pagkakaroon ng thesis/recital para bigyan ng mas magaan na load, assignments, et al sa GE
YES YES YES YES !! :D

[ ] Kunwari tutugtog ng national anthem, phsa hymn at exercise theme para hindi matikman ang sinag ng araw
[ ] sinubukang baguhin ng batch ang excercise
[O] umiyak sa ge classroom
Those sad movies... :)) HAHA
[O] umiyak sa arts
I think I did but I don't remember.. :)) HAHA

SA PANGKALAHATAN
[O] Umakyat ng bubong
[ ] Nakipag-suntukan
[O] Nakipag-sigawan sa kaklase o roommate o kapwa
[ ] Kumuha ng pagkain/inumin sa ref nang di nagpapaalam sa may-ari
[O] Tumakas sa student's assembly at nanatili sa dorm
We did that a lot this year. :)) HHAHAHA
[O] Nasabihan ng house parent ng "ILAW NIYO!"
[O] Nanakot ng freshman (as in "multo" takot)
[O] nagkaroon ng magulong love story
Chos ! Drama lang =)) HAHAHA !!
[ ] nagkaroon ng boyfriend/girlfriend pero ang tawag ay "M.U"
[O] nahuli sa ibang room/ dorm
[ ] naka experience ng multo
[ ] Nagkaroon ng boyfriend/girlfriend na batchmate
[O] Nagkaroon ng boyfriend/girlfriend (higher o lower batch)
[O] Nag-shortcut papuntang kabilang cottage
[O] Nag-shortcut papuntang kabilang dorm
[O] Nag-swimming sa pool na di alam ng houseparent

[ ] Lumabas sa PHSA na patakas
[O] naglakbay ng ibang path aside sa road ng school
[ ] Naiwan ng Rosa/Big Bus dahil nasa computer shop pa
[ ] Pumila ng dalawang beses o higit pa sa pagkain
[O] Nakitulog sa kwarto ng iba
[ ] Na-ban sa Dorm

[O] Pumunta sa ibang dorm na di naglo-login sa blue book(log book)
[O] Nanuod ng recital pero natulog lang o kaya nakipagchikahan lang
[O] nagkaroon ng disciplinary contract
[ ] Umapaw ang utang sa cafeteria (dahil sa sandwich, milo, etc)

[ ] Pumasok/Lumabas sa Rosa o Big Bus sa pamamagitan ng paglusot sa bintana
[ ] naglinis ng rosa o big bus as parusa
[O] Nag-vandalize sa upuan
[ ] Napagalitan ng teachers dahil sa sobrang vandalism
[ ] Nag-kiskis at naglinis ng upuan na vinandalize ng class.
[ ] Nahulihan ng alak sa dorm
[ ] Nahuli ng teacher/ houseparent na nagyo-yosi
[O] Nanood ng movie gamit ng laptop at nagkaroon pa ng food trip pagkatapos nito
[O] nagfood trip more than 50 times
[ ] nagakyat ng appliances sa makiling
[ ] nagtoast ng bread gamit ang plantsa
[O] Hinarana ka (ung raket ng mga music majors twing valentine's season)
[ ] Naging SC member
[O]naging variations member
[ ] Pumunta ng Dampalit

I am far from ready to leave. We all are.
Happy monthsary batchmates :)

A Quick Break from Depression

Okay, I came back from CCP semi-depressed due to the outcome of today's run. I don't know. Today just wasn't my day. Then I found this in my Inbox and thought I'd try it. AHAHAHA and voila it removed my depression ! YAY ! :)) Well this thing doesn't really prove anything and has absolutely no connection to smoking but I found myself laughing afterwards =)) HHAHAHA ! Try it :)

SMOKERS TEST You have to repost this blog but you have to hold your breath while you do it, right when you start copying everything on this page hold your breath until you post it and if it's up on the Inbox you can start to breath again, if you breath during posting that means you are a smoker or will become one, write your name below and next to it if you passed while your holding your breath write Passed if you failed write Failed PLEASE BE HONEST.

 
ALLISON- FAILED FAITH - FAILED Cory-Passed Tyler-passed Lyndsey -Passed Raven-Failed!! Kalenia-Passed Felicia-Failed David- failed Tabatha- passed christy-passed justin - passed brandon- passed(and i smoke like a train haha) jeffrey-passed jenny- passed Cowboy- passed Rashaad-passed ASHLEY!! hehe yea i passedd but i almost died lol! being sick dont help with this!!! Seuss--I almost did it but I started laughing!!! we'll just say neutral :] Alexis-Passed.. Chris-passed lizzy- NOT FAIR! myspace was being SLOW! kelsey-passed haha suckas! Pete-failed Corin Rau--bahahaha! im sooo passing! wootwoot!=) cassie-passed! Brandi♥ -passed denise-passed Maria-Passed!!!! chelsea-passed briona-passed trent-passed jordin- OH YAH OH OH YAHHH passed SIDDY!-yahhhhhhhaaaa siddy passed :P rachel-hell yeahh i passed :] Toniann- =/ i failed but so what .. my computer is slow. Ricky-passed alexis-passed audrey-passed shelby-passed steve-passed but i smoke Abbey-Passed and I Have rhondarius-failed Megan- FAILED. Tori-PASSED logan- passed dustin-passed shelby-failed BETHANNE-PASSED katelyn - failed karlye-failed jennifer-passed donovan-passed lol alexis-passed krystina-passed :)) julie- passeddd:) bradley passed jenn-passed *Sarah*-passed ARIZEL -FAILED... max-passes natasha-passed ryne- passed lane- passed laura-passed RJay-passed YESENIA-PASSED Abii - passed XD Arion- PASSED 8D Raffeh: PASSED, NOOBs =)) Maita: Passed alexa:passed, hahaha losers. :P L-) Jaime: passed, whew, thats tough Vinny: passed LOL!! Manilou- PASSED. :)) Nina - Shet.. Failed. :)) joi- PASSED! \:D/ STEPH- FAILED. :( Felix- PASSED :> Jelito-Passed! :) ANGELA PASSED :> Gio- Failed :)) Joben- passed, duhr :>, Vic- PASSED. HAHAHAHAHAHA LUCY-PASSED!BLANCH PASSED!!! with flying colors!! hahaha!!
Issa passed :) IYAMANIYA PASSED WOOHOO!! JUSTIN - PASSED BABY!!!!! :))  JOSH - FAILED T_T huhuhu.. GELI - FAILED :)) DICE- PASSED! Ohh yeah. :), Mia - Passed (funny, since I smoke) Rina - Passed (thank God for monster internet connections.) NICO PASSED EPIC WIN! CARLO - PASS! :)) TJ- PASS! JAZMINE-passed ! KRISSA- PASSED! JUDITH--PASSED! :>:>:> MARC - PASSED! (good thing i still run.haha!) JOELLE- passed !! =)) wow. yay voice exercises :))